If you recoil from doing something or recoil at the idea of something, you refuse to do it or accept it because you dislike it so much.
(因厌恶而) 拒绝
Recoil is also a noun.
躲闪; 畏缩 • ...his small body jerking in recoil from the volume of his shouting. …他小小身体在他大声的叫喊中畏缩地抽搐着。