I had no outlook, but an uplook rathe. My place in society was at the bottom.我没有人生观,倒是有“向上爬观”。我在社会上处于底层地位。
Rathe prefers to do something that is difficult and challenging rather than something easy.雷思更愿意做一些有难度和有挑战的事情,胜过那些简单的事情。